[ He's quiet as he considers Starlight's words, handing over the ticket when prompted. ]
It was a "friend" of mine... that made me dream of freedom the most. She was a prisoner of the Garden herself, the enchantment on her made her loyal and she did whatever she was asked... but I would try over and over to get her to question her containment. Question what she thought was happiness. Try to get her to want to leave.
[ His smile turned a little bitter ]
I failed. She finally found freedom, but I couldn't join her. She didn't look back even once.
[ It's not to say he's not happy she's free, but it stung that he meant so little to her after so long. ]
... All that to say I'm probably similar. It's not easy to do that kind of thing alone.
[Stardust listens, and, boy, Pavlova’s story continues to tug at his jamstrings. the more he learns, the more frustrated he feels. the guy can’t catch a break.
at first, he was happy that Pavlova seemed to have a friend, even if they were both prisoners together. Stardust cannot blame Pavlova’s friend for running while she could, but he can’t blame Pavlova for being bitter about that, also. Stardust believes Pavlova, and doesn’t question his actions]
…But you want it, don’t you? You wish to run away, the same as her.
[he looks in Pavlova’s eyecings, serious and almost covert. what if Pavlova had help?]
[ Is it any wonder he feels so trapped when things always seem to go wrong for him? At some point you just give up. ]
I... I do. I don't want to leave my mother, but nothing I've tried can snap her out of it.
[ And it's to the point he doesn't doubt she'd hurt him to keep him there like anyone else. To the point he's scared of her, which only enables the behavior in the end. Maybe leaving would... help her see what she's become more than staying?
Or maybe that's what he's telling himself to offload his guilt. He's not sure anymore. ]
[that’s all the confirmation Stardust needs. after a moment, a small smile comes to his face. a gentle expression]
Then, I will assist you. I don’t know how, but I will try to get you out of your Mother’s Garden.
[he’s not saying Pavlova should hate his Mother, or the Garden, or even the rest of the Beasts. Stardust simply wishes for Pavlova to be able to leave if he wants. his hand curls a little tighter.
[ He could try to run now while she's distracted, but would that make things worse? At this point Dark Enchantress Cookie seems like more of an active threat than the beast cookies, and that's saying something.
He can try to look on the brighter side, though. Even if its a weak effort. ]
[yes, the war still looms. and... they should probably try to find each other after that. Stardust doesn't even know where to begin looking. Pavlova said something about a mountain range, and it's in Beast-Yeast.
but he's not afraid. he's strong!]
Indeed. I wish I could do more for you, now. I can at least start making my way towards you.
With how things were going the islands will be covered in char and crumbs, So I doubt it will be hard to find...
[ And also the giant evil spell circle Pav could see from where he was hiding. He is not looking forward to finding what that was about! ]
There's a set of islands to the south of Beast-Yeast. That's where the war is being fought. The Garden is usually on the peninsula on the southern, central part of Beast-Yeast. West of the mountains.
[ since he's not sure how quickly Eternal Sugar will retreat afterward. Better to cover their bases... ]
She... technically can move it anywhere she wants to. She even opened several entrances to it on the battlefield. The main Garden is there, though.
[ probably better if he just... tried not to go back in, though. Getting inside without her knowing is nearly impossible, and he doesn't... want to cost someone else their freedom. ]
If you aren't sure, you could ask Hollyberry Cookie. She'll probably have a pretty good idea of where to find the Garden.
[ah, he knows of Hollyberry Cookie. Stardust nods in affirmation. realizing that the Garden can be moved by magic might make things difficult, but Stardust is willing to try his best...]
Alright. I will do that--
[the dream is getting hazy, and Stardust gasps as he feels the seat cushion suddenly start to stretch, taking Pavlova away from him. he reaches to hold onto the other Cookie's hand tighter, so they can have a few more seconds together]
[ Ah- well good dreams do usually end too soon. The scent of scorched earth and the tang of spilt jam means he's waking up, but he holds onto the dream until he can't anymore ]
I won't, just...
[ The fear is in his eyes, the desperation, but perhaps even more heartaching is the small glimmer of hope. ]
Don't forget about me?
[ His hand slips from Stardust Cookie's as the dreams separate again. ]
[he calls out to Pavlova even in the waking world, sitting up in his seat. he's... he's on the train. and he's alone. other creatures are staring at him because he shouted.
Stardust brings a hand to his head. cold sugar sweat and even tears cling to his face. he wipes them away, then looks out the window at the surrounding space. he's sad, but also determined.
at the next stop, Stardust will get off this train, and start heading back to Earthbread. wait for him... Pavlova!]
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[ He's quiet as he considers Starlight's words, handing over the ticket when prompted. ]
It was a "friend" of mine... that made me dream of freedom the most. She was a prisoner of the Garden herself, the enchantment on her made her loyal and she did whatever she was asked... but I would try over and over to get her to question her containment. Question what she thought was happiness. Try to get her to want to leave.
[ His smile turned a little bitter ]
I failed. She finally found freedom, but I couldn't join her. She didn't look back even once.
[ It's not to say he's not happy she's free, but it stung that he meant so little to her after so long. ]
... All that to say I'm probably similar. It's not easy to do that kind of thing alone.
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[Stardust listens, and, boy, Pavlova’s story continues to tug at his jamstrings. the more he learns, the more frustrated he feels. the guy can’t catch a break.
at first, he was happy that Pavlova seemed to have a friend, even if they were both prisoners together. Stardust cannot blame Pavlova’s friend for running while she could, but he can’t blame Pavlova for being bitter about that, also. Stardust believes Pavlova, and doesn’t question his actions]
…But you want it, don’t you? You wish to run away, the same as her.
[he looks in Pavlova’s eyecings, serious and almost covert. what if Pavlova had help?]
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[ Is it any wonder he feels so trapped when things always seem to go wrong for him? At some point you just give up. ]
I... I do. I don't want to leave my mother, but nothing I've tried can snap her out of it.
[ And it's to the point he doesn't doubt she'd hurt him to keep him there like anyone else. To the point he's scared of her, which only enables the behavior in the end. Maybe leaving would... help her see what she's become more than staying?
Or maybe that's what he's telling himself to offload his guilt. He's not sure anymore. ]
I don't want to do this anymore.
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Then, I will assist you. I don’t know how, but I will try to get you out of your Mother’s Garden.
[he’s not saying Pavlova should hate his Mother, or the Garden, or even the rest of the Beasts. Stardust simply wishes for Pavlova to be able to leave if he wants. his hand curls a little tighter.
Moonlight Cookie, is this his purpose?]
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We'll have to see what happens first, I guess...
[ He returns the tight hold ]
I'm not sure how this war will end.
[ He could try to run now while she's distracted, but would that make things worse? At this point Dark Enchantress Cookie seems like more of an active threat than the beast cookies, and that's saying something.
He can try to look on the brighter side, though. Even if its a weak effort. ]
But... it's something to look forward to..?
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but he's not afraid. he's strong!]
Indeed. I wish I could do more for you, now. I can at least start making my way towards you.
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With how things were going the islands will be covered in char and crumbs, So I doubt it will be hard to find...
[ And also the giant evil spell circle Pav could see from where he was hiding. He is not looking forward to finding what that was about! ]
There's a set of islands to the south of Beast-Yeast. That's where the war is being fought. The Garden is usually on the peninsula on the southern, central part of Beast-Yeast. West of the mountains.
[ since he's not sure how quickly Eternal Sugar will retreat afterward. Better to cover their bases... ]
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..."Usually?"
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She... technically can move it anywhere she wants to. She even opened several entrances to it on the battlefield. The main Garden is there, though.
[ probably better if he just... tried not to go back in, though. Getting inside without her knowing is nearly impossible, and he doesn't... want to cost someone else their freedom. ]
If you aren't sure, you could ask Hollyberry Cookie. She'll probably have a pretty good idea of where to find the Garden.
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Alright. I will do that--
[the dream is getting hazy, and Stardust gasps as he feels the seat cushion suddenly start to stretch, taking Pavlova away from him. he reaches to hold onto the other Cookie's hand tighter, so they can have a few more seconds together]
Until then, you must stay strong, Pavlova Cookie!
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[ Ah- well good dreams do usually end too soon. The scent of scorched earth and the tang of spilt jam means he's waking up, but he holds onto the dream until he can't anymore ]
I won't, just...
[ The fear is in his eyes, the desperation, but perhaps even more heartaching is the small glimmer of hope. ]
Don't forget about me?
[ His hand slips from Stardust Cookie's as the dreams separate again. ]
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[he calls out to Pavlova even in the waking world, sitting up in his seat. he's... he's on the train. and he's alone. other creatures are staring at him because he shouted.
Stardust brings a hand to his head. cold sugar sweat and even tears cling to his face. he wipes them away, then looks out the window at the surrounding space. he's sad, but also determined.
at the next stop, Stardust will get off this train, and start heading back to Earthbread. wait for him... Pavlova!]